Sunday, May 31, 2009

Broken hearted girl by Beyonce


i love this song.

Broken Hearted Girl - Beyonce

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
‘Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you, babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don’t wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There’s something that I feel I need to say
But up til’ now I’ve always been afraid
that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you’re not deserving of me
And still, you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate
you, but I don’t complain
‘Cause I’ve been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you, babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don’t wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be, ooh
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me, yeah
Ain’t gotta be afraid, my broken heart
is free to spread my wings and fly
away, away with you….

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don’t wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

A day in Poole, United Kingdom







I wake up early today because i slept early last nite. the first place that i went was the kitchen... i dunno why i went there first. im not hungry at all but i jz wanted to go there.. then i saw my aunt preparing food in the kitchen....seeing her packing all the foods in the tupperwere raise curiousity in me....then i asked her whether are we going out....she said we r going out for a picnic at poole or bourmouth which is located 3 hours from london...then i quickly went upstairs(3rd floor) to get ready.

The first place that we went was Poole park. It is a very beautiful park and the grass is kept short and greeny...the weather was nice however the beach wasnt that attractive...i would say t'ganu beach is better ....after having picnic at the park...one hour later..(just an estimation as i dint kept my eyes on the watch) we went to poole quay.. there were lots of boats and tourists walking around the place...what unique about UK is that sports cars are everywhere which is uncommon in malaysia....besides that...dogs here are cutes and not agressive like in malaysia. usually i'm afraid of dogs but at here i'm not afraid anymore...there was one incident happened in Poole beach which makes me laugh as im typing this out...while i was sitting with sarah...suddenly a dog came and approach us...i was horribly terrified and ran away...the owner of the dog then asked me as i came to sit back at the place where i was seating whether do i afraid of dogs....then i said yes...he was laughing at as i said that but i was smiling wondering why...hehehe

As time flies....its already 5pm...its time to go back....but bfore going back...we went to bournemouth to have a look...omg!!guess what...view at Bournemouth was more beautiful compared to poole....even the beach mesmerised me....there were lots of people there...unfortunately...we couldnt stop by as we had to perform asar prayer....well we were a bit frustrated because we should had went to bouremouth instead of Poole park...nevertheless...it was a fun experience....
ohh yea btw... we might going to come to bouremouth again since my uncle said that there will be next time. so guys...wait eagerly for the next post...until next time..

My first time travelling alone

Kring..... its not d bell or the fone ringing but its the alarm.. it was 5.30am alr. i have to wake up early today because my flight is at 9.50am... i have to get ready to go to LCCT before 7am because i have to be at the airport 2 hours before my departure time. I dun really know how to explain bout my feeling that time.. i felt excited but a bit sad to be far away from my family. i never be far away from them before this. i never travel alone for a long period. this is my first time experience to be on my feet. I felt nervous too because i dun noe anybody there and im not feeling well dat day.

Everything goes fine. i get to know some new friends in the flight. they r Malaysian too. They also travel alone like me. so we plan to walk together when we reach the Stanted Airport UK. My aunt waited for me at the Stanted Airport UK. i arrived there at 4.30-5 pm (UK time) or 11.30-12pm (Malaysia time). it takes about 14 hours journey.

Talking about the 14 hours journey, i have a very bored time on the plane.. the seat is quite small and not so comfortable for a long journey. there are 8 seats in a role and i sat in the middle ofthe role. there are 4 seats in the middle of the role. luckily, there was only 2 people sat there.. it was me and a british lady. She's always keep smiling at me and it makes me feel more comfortable to seat beside her. After 6 hours journey, i started to feel miserable. i dunno what to do. so i bought the 'movies service' there. we have to paid RM30 if we want to watch the movies. im not satiesfied with the movies service because there are only 5 movies and a few hit songs that were provided in the player. many of the songs in the player was not for my age. there are a lot of 70's n 80's songs which i dun even know or hear the artist's name. but i belasah je bcoz it is much more better than not listening or watching anything rite? hahaha.

Friday, May 22, 2009

A month vacation to UK

A month vacation to UK

Tomorrow morning i'll be going to London for 5 weeks vacation. i'll be going alone and staying at my aunt's house in Holland Park. i never been there and never travel by myself. so it make me feel nervous, scared, and a lil of excited and sad.. excited to go to new place and feel sad because i go there without my family..

My brotha dh masuk matrik

My lil brotha dh msk Matrik

Salam... its been a while since i didnt write anything in my blog.. im not bz or what, but i dun have d gud mood to write anything here.. im not gud in writing so maybe bcuz of that i dun want to update my blog...

On May, 10 2009, my family n i went to Alor Star Kedah to send my lil brotha to Kolej Matrikulasi Kedah in Changlun. At first, we thought that Changlun is sumwhere in hulu2 Kedah ke.. but we were wrong.. Changlun in not to far from Alor Star. it only takes about half an hour from A.S to Changlun if we use d highway... If we compare to KMPK (me) or KMKN (my sis), KMK is much more better than ours. The college is new, big and condusive.. KMK is located near the villagers. so the students dn have to be afraid bout the ghost or mystery problems. hahaha.. hmm on the bye-bye session, we all were like .. urgh. everybody were looking each other n we tried not to cry in front of my brotha.. well, he is the youngest child in my family, so of course manja2 laa sket. hahaha.. k this is some photos of my boboy.